Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Wining and Dining in Anzani

To me food has always been one of life's little heavens
-- and it doesn't even matter if its expensive, or cheap, at the side of the road, or in a high-end restaurant --
what matters is the entire experience of eating it
-- the people you are with, the background music, and of course the taste.

I honestly dont have any right to make a food critic blog because when it comes to food, I am easily pleased. haha I love to eat. :) But there are some places that are particularly awesome that I can't NOT put it into my online diary. :)
I'm talking about Anzani, Cebu.

Anzani is this new mediterranean little restaurant that you see on the way to Marco Polo.
It's overlooking my village actually as its on a hill.

For my visit-dinner with my barkada (or whats left of it since most are out of Cebu at the moment),
we chose Anzani this time because we wanted somewhere different, good wine, and apparently steak! haha



When you enter, its a little intimidating simply because the people inside are all older but the staff is super great,
and the food. oh the food! it was amazing. :)



EM's Medium-Rare Wagyu was just to die for. Absolutely worth it!

Bimi's tuna was good. Personally, I'm not a huge fan. But she loved it.

My baby back ribs slid off of the bone! It was huge though, but I didn't complain.


Anzani has a wine bar, Bellini, right beside the restaurant overlooking the City.
It's beautiful.
Apart from that, its also private and the wine choices are so diverse that it was fun picking
-- or pretending to pick, since the actual wine connoisseurs are no longer in Cebu. :(





Oh, Cebu, you keep me crazy for you. :)

XOXO,
Joanie

Scarce Long Weekends

Long Weekends are scarce and as such, treasured.
They are spent wisely doing what we love to do with the people we love.
I spent my looooong weekend in Cebu.

I spent mine mostly with family because I havent seen my grandmother in sooo long.
And because I miss them and they missed us. haha





And a little wining and dining with the barkada (what's left of us anyways) at Anzani. I love you guys.



Whenever I go home to Cebu, I always make sure to EAT all my cebu favorites
-- no matter how short my visit, I always siksik every favorite meal I can.

This long weekend was no different :) I had...

lechon - puso "hanging rice" - bulalo
(This is best eaten with your hands. I am a pure bred filipina and i love my filipino food - proud of it. *pats her ABelly)

Don Merto's belgian chocolate cookies - La Marea's Warm Brownie Cup

Save the other Cebu goodies for the next visit.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Sundays are Music Days 5

Let me share my musical promiscuity on Sundays.
Sundays are music days.

After watching crazy-stupid-love, I decided to theme this sunday's song list all about love which was appropriate coz I caught myself just listening to love songs (but really, all songs are love songs in their own way) so it was relatively easy.

BUT by the middle of the week, my fickleness kicked in and i lost interest in the whole love theme and fell for other feel good songs. But that was the point of all this, my promiscuous musical taste.

What are these lists? Concept (and first list) is explained here.
My previous sunday lists: 2 , 3 , 4.

Same rules, no judgments, no genre, no limits, just music I tune the world out to. :)

1. This is what love should be about -- at least for me. Fun. Sweet. No hassle. Seemingly random, but there are deeper connections there that outsiders wouldn't really understand. And well, simply put,
puts a smile on your face. Here's I love you 5 by Never Shout Never


2. "She's got moves like Barracuda and she's really funny and she's hoping for love. It can be a wonderful thing."
Is this song for me?! hahaha. Majority of my song choice comes from the fact that I can relate to the lyrics.
But this song has both lyrics and beat. It's Love by Foster the People


3. I chose a live video for this next one because Adele is one of those artists that sound the same on record and live
-- which makes me love her more. Also, saves me the trouble of introducing the original artist for this song -- Steel Drivers.
Here's If it hadn't been for love by Adele


4. Okay, so I said love was the theme. BUT by midweek, I lost interest in love (yes, im fickle like that).
And I fell ABSOLUTELY in love with this next song. And the video -- omg the video!
I never really got the whole appeal of musicians before, but Adam Levine is just wayyyy too divine.... im absolutely hooked to the Voice now. Oh just give it a listen, and Im sure you'll get the song stuck in ya head!
Move Like Jagger by Maroon 5 feat. Cristina Aguilera


5. okay so this one a lil to do with love, the raw, heart-wrenching kind -- unrequited love.
The original by Kanye west is good, he may have been a douche, but Kanye really knows his music.


Anyways, that isnt the one that was stop-the-tracks amuhzing.
It's Dia Frampton's version (during her performance in the Voice) that really caught my ear.
Seriously. To anyone who has at one point felt that he/she could've given the RIGHT love to the WRONG person only to have that person throw it back at you, fight back by listening to this.
Heartless (Cover) by Dia Frampton.


Enjoy,
Joanie

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Failures

I just got home from a very depressing 120-point hematology exam.

My table is a mess, my books are finally opened and highlighted, my trans heavy with post-its and worn out from repeated reading and coffee-spillage, my ancient notebook revived and filled with notes, my trashcan filled with empty starbucks, cobra energy drink and chatime parapharnelia from consecutive caffeine-filled sleepless night.

I felt I studied this time. I feel like I should’ve gotten higher. I left the house feeling rather confident this morning, but I return defeated before noon – no after-party lunches or post-celebratory outing with friends for me.

Time for some re-assesment.

Hold your horses. No! Not the “should I still be a doctor?” type of assessment.
If anything, these first-time-ever-in-my-lifetime consecutive failures have reaffirmed my want to becoming a doctor.
More than ever, I want to hold on and become better because I want to be a doctor.

My grades may not be the right measure of how good I am of a doctor or as a person in general. But my effort to be better – to know more, to understand, to be able to translate the lessons of the classroom to something concrete - is. And all this time, keeping in mind that I’m NOT just doing this for myself, for my family, for my teachers, for the expectations set for me – but more importantly for the future lives that will be in my should-be-capable-by-then hands.

So. Reassessment.

Re-assesment of priorities?
Re-assesment of study style?
Re-assesment of commitments?
Re-assesment of attitude/personality/world-view?

I don’t know yet. This long weekend will be recharging and reflecting time.
All I know is I have to change something.
This negative funk has got to stop.



Don’t count me out just yet. You haven’t seen anything just yet.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Crazy, Stupid, Love.

It’s not even funny. That feeling. When someone else takes hold of your heart, when someone else’s feelings become your only priority, when you know that at that particular moment, you can only truly be happy if that other is happy.
Your game-changer.

And all that time, that other doesn't know you feel that way or worse, he/she does, but still chooses someone else – anyone else but you.

To tell you the truth, I’m not sure I have any right to write about this – this crazy, stupid feeling. I’ve had my share of grand gestures and declarations of love – but in the receiving end. So I may know what kilig, flattered, and appreciated may feel like, but not that heart-wrenching-stomach-in-knots-blood-pumping exhilarating feeling of putting your heart on the line.

So it was an absolutely enjoyable surprise that I loved this movie.

It was as idealistic as any other feel-good-chick-flick in that love, or the hint of love, prevails in the end.

BUT the emotional rollercoaster that the characters go through before the happy-ending was a delight to go through, the witty lines got me giggling at the start and letting out hearty laughter later on (it helped that we were the only ones in the cinema since it's a weekday), the casting seemed off at the start but was actually so appropriate that their chemistry got me teary-eyed (okay, I’ll admit, ONE tear fell! ;p) and in love with them. Lastly, the twists of the story was hilarious for the audience and appropriate for illustrating the craziness, stupidity, and awesomeness in love.

It was a welcome recharge before immersing myself in matters of the heart – well, the blood (but what is the heart for really but to pump this awesome thing called blood to sustain life? Its definitely NOT for love, ask any med student).

It's nice to be reminded that life is more than just cancer, diseases, and the cellular body, that life can be about crazyness, stupidity and feelings - but still JUST AS IMPORTANT. Life. Love. Med. Funny.


This is crazy.
This is stupid.
This is love and MED.



Sunday, August 21, 2011

Sundays are Music Days 4

Let me share my musical promiscuity on Sundays.
Sundays are music days.

This week has been a little low for me. And I can't seem to explain why when I'm asked if I'm okay. For some strange reason, I just didn't have enough energy to muster a "SUPER fine!" so I chose to avoid people and events instead.
But all's good now, I'm blessed with the most amuhzing friends, the most supportive family
and the most perceptive strangers that my frown was turned upside down.


But I guess it won't come as a surprise if my music for this Sunday is a little slower than my usual beats. the funk is still in there somehow but these are some of the songs that either kept me together or tore me apart this week (in a good way).


What are these lists? Concept is explained here. My previous sunday lists here and here.
Same rules, no judgements, no genre, no limits, just music I tune the world out to. :)

1. I've been in love with this song for the longest time but momentarily forgot about it when i deleted my ipod's old playlist. My love was rekindled when the EB of AMDG (ASMPH's dance org) chose this to dance to, and we each had to contribute a choreography. Listen to its lyrics! How appropriate. Slow me down by Emmy Rossum


2. Ask any Fleet Foxes fan and this probably won't be in their radar for FF's best songs, that would have to be the next song in the list. But for some reason, I asolutely adore this song. It's lyrics (you can probably tell Im a lyrics person haha) made me stop and listen. Someone you'd admire by Fleet Foxes


I know I made the list by song, not by artist, but I just couldn't put Fleet Foxes in without putting this song in. I just couldn't. Helplessness Blues by Fleet Foxes


3. So a friend of mine kept linking me to this artist, and seeing him as a hipster (hihi sorry mount!), I refused to listen because in my mind it would be just another indie band wannabe thing, but finally because my friend was sobrang kulit (persistent) I gave it a listen, and lo and behold, I adore him! Elephant Gun by Beirut.


4. Another song that another hipster friend kept pushing for me to listen to. I never did, even if I pretended I did (sorry raffy! hihi) until last last week when I saw a list of songs he told me to listen to but never did. The song didn't catch me as much as the video. Actually, its the marriage of both the song and video that got me hooked.
If there's one word to describe it, it'd be; Desensitized. The Suburbs by Arcade Fire


5. Been addicted to them after downloading their discography recently and this song's beat and chorus is the most fascinating in awhile, its both happy and chill, something I needed this week.
I Would do Anything for You by Foster the People


6. Okay, so I started the habit of choosing 6 songs, and now I can't for the life of me, limit myself to 5.
Since its my blog, its MY rules. haha Ofcourse what is a slow and thinking song list without Adele in it.
I love the lyrics of this song. "he could change the world with his hands behind his back." Daydreamer by Adele


Enjoy,
Joanie

Friday, August 19, 2011

Growing up with you guys


19 Years of Friendship,
You'd think we'd get sick of each other by now huh?



That's us. and This is them.



I had dinner with my CIE-Manila family in the middle of the week. After a very tiring day and lack of sleep, the familiar faces and the abundance of FREE food was a very welcome temporary escape. It was Jerome's birthday celebration and a long overdue reunion.

They (Cara - the real elder sibling - and Jerome) ordered sooooo much food, enough that the staff of Jozu Kin despite their initial reluctance to give us a slice of cake and song, surprised the entire group with free creme brule and a birthday song. We left the restaurant with bigger bellies and happier tummies.


At the end of the night, we divided ourselves -- the cooler and younger people stayed behind for a few drinks and more while the older boring people went home by cinderella's hour to prepare for another day of work, class and real life in the morning. Still, we love each other like bread and butter.


Strolling around the fort to burn the calories we've just engorged ourselves with.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Post-traumatic Stress Monday

It's funny (well, technically NOT funny) how our mood can do a complete 360 in a couple of seconds
-- triggered by an event, a person, a snicker, a smile, a joke,
the wrong words, the right words, the lack of words, or anything for that matter...

It's not fair to feel so great one moment and feel like sh*** (forgive the language, seemed appropriate) the next.
But its part of human nature -- we are a complex being filled with all kinds of neurotransmitters, synapses,
hormones (especially us women), immunoglobulins, heck, even our adipose tissue affect our AFFECT.
So it's normal, completely normal not to be okay all the time.


At first I didnt want my blog to reflect any negativity -- i wanted to keep it upbeat and happy so that future joanie can read old entries and continue to smile, but i realized, negativity is part of life. It's seeing beyond the negativity, knowing that you'll be able to pick yourself back up again that matters. and it doesn't hurt to be reminded every now and then that there are great souls all around you that will counter the heck out of those excessive cortisol levels (associated with depression).

So in times like these,
when I feel like everything I do is limited to "frustrated" status,
when my limitations are made more apparent to me,
when the worlds seems a lil meaner,
and I know I'm down for the punch so it isn't the time for rational thinking.
I look around for my serotonin therapy
-- in the form of friends, hugs, giggles, art, color, whatever induces a smile
-- or sleep. just sleep.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Sundays are Music Days 3

Let me share my musical promiscuity on Sundays.
Sundays are music days.

These songs have been my get-excited-when-I-hear-the-first-few-seconds hits in my ever-shuffling itunes/ipod. <3
I noticed that there's probably not much diversity in this week's picks coz they all have this funky vibe to it, but either way,
close your eyes and just listen, i assure you a musical experience of some sorts
- with unvoluntary feet tapping
(or that's just me).


What are these lists? Concept is explained here. My previous sunday list here.
Same rules, no judgements, no genre, no limits, just music I tune the world out to. :)

1. This first one was great as it is originally by Bon Iver (orig version here) but this particular version struck me more -- maybe coz its a girl singing it? :) Skinny Love by Birdy Appropriate for the early thunderstorms at the start of this week.


2. Boom boom boom. <3 first few seconds of this song makes it a keeper -- its not Adele's usual slow songs or heartache songs. I've been listening to Adele a lil too much lately, Im the type who downloads by discography and hers is just one that no woman (or man!) should live without. This is Rumour Has It by Adele


3. I've always been and always will be a hip-hop girl. But lately, hip-hop music hasn't been all that great.
This next song however basically put together a whole lot of hip-hop royalty
including John Legend, The-Dream, Elly Jackson, Alicia Keys, Fergie, Kid Cudi, Elton John, Rihianna, BY master-douchebag-but-cant-deny-his-talent Kanye West himself,
into one song that makes you imagine the city lights, and sing along. Just listen. All of the Lights by Kanye West.


4. Whattavideo. I never thought I'd actually choose to listen to electro music
-- but this just goes to show how fickle my taste is when it comes to music.
Then again, listen to the funkyness of this song -- first few seconds pa lang, okay na! Fa Fa Fa by Datarock


5. Lastly, I couldn't really choose between these songs coz they say the same thing -- SMILE!!! :D
Life is NEVER as bad as it is in your head. If it really is, music (NOT sex,drugs and alcohol) is the BEST escape. <3
This isSmile by Lily Allen.



6. The other smile song. hihihi I love the line "don't cry BEFORE you get hurt.". This doesnt have an official video, but this fan-made animation basically imbibes the mood I'm talking about. Also the line "Gotta Keep Smiling, through the thunder and lightning" just makes me feel soooo... smiley. Gotta Keep Smiling by Scouting for Girls.


Enjoy,
Joanie

Saturday, August 13, 2011

No Misery while I Study


You can tell from my lack of update that life has been a little hectic these days,
Med school just got a little more real... and you know what's cool? I'm loving it!
don't get me wrong, I'm dying and my eyebags are HUGE, but I'm actually starting to fall for it. <3
This has been what I've been waiting for since college -- that I start to feel that I am where I'm supposed to be.

With that said, it might be nice to have a short explanation.
YL6 in ASMPH means long exams EVERY monday -- yes, EVERY monday.
As if mondays weren't my hatest days as it is.
and to think that's an average of 12 transes (our notes) of about 9 pages each
-- that doesnt include reading the books yet
(not that I actually read the books, ugh, gotta change that mindset, 20k worth of books are NOT just for decoration).


So with all this studying and stress, I always try to incorporate little luxuries to remain bubbly, happy and not-zombie-like,
(coz face it, I love them, I don't want to look like them)

Here's my current study lovers -- yes, there is a way to put business and pleasure together! <3
You just have to know how to play with the meaning of the words BUSINESS and PLEASURE.


I just love my highlighters in ALL these colors -- even if I only use two. And when you refill, it's amuhzingly cool! :))
(even if the refill costs about 2 pesos less than buying new ones -- its the experience that makes it worth it! ;p)


DIET?! ofcourse not! your brain needs all the glucose it can get! Just choose your comfort food wisely.
Not to mention, food makes studying much like a love affair,
prolly-shouldn't-do-it-but-you-do-it-anyways coz you deserve the yummy fuzzy feeling. <3


Stay smiling loves! <3 What are we all doing this for, if we're miserable going through it.

XOXO,
Joanie