Discombobulated "diabetic" blogger

To a curious person who has a little tooooo many thoughts to comprehend at one given time,

the blog world, the blogosphere, the act of blogging,

is like giving a rare yummy sugar-free (but not low-glycemic index) candy

to a recently diagnosed insulin-dependent type 1 diabetic child.

YUMMY CANDY
I have something that i super want to gobble up because i tasted a bit and it was awesome; the taste, and the feeling
- the freedom to write whatever, plus the added (mostly-imaginary) perception that somebody might be reading and appreciating.

SUGAR-FREE (but not low-glycemic index)
In little doses, its good for me -- and my development. BUT not in large doses. Too much posts with no actual content
is going to be a depressing read for me when i someday look back (as i plan to use this blog as some kind of diary).

RECENTLY DIAGNOSED
im a new blogger. haha (late i know, the trend was soooo 2006, i have no excuse.)

INSULIN-DEPENDENT
im a med student first. PRIORITIES PRIORITIES PRIORITIES. So while i love the occasional sweets and posts here and there,
i recognize what i NEED and PRIORITIZE more, insulin - med! (pilit na analogy? hihihi)

Type 1 DIABETIC
it was bound to happen, the body cannot produce insulin, its not because of a bad lifestyle developed through the years.
She's tasted sweets, because she wasn't born diagnosed with diabetes.
(okay, i just wanted to brag that i knew how to define type 1 diabetes in simpler terms. haha)

C H I L D
The child is still a child, so she loves sweets. And she can be a immature. (ME!)

K, fine. I admit, failure of an analogy.

IM A VERY CONFUSING and CONFUSED PERSON.

Maybe I should have just said what I wanted to say right away.

(which i dont often do btw, you'll notice that with my writing skillz..)

Basically,

I'm new at this. And I love it.

I have so much to say that sometimes it overwhelms me.
I end up having so much notes on different blog entries to write -- but never actually finishing them for publishing.
Also, Im a med student who has an exam every monday, so my weekends are study/cram time -- priorities.
I'll update soon enough, and I shall do my best to update with less words, more meaning.
Or less posts, better quality per post.

Hold on, do not please yourself. This is not (just) for you imaginary reader.
This is for future joanie as well. So that when i look back to read these "diary entries",
I can laugh, I can cry, I can be proud, with what I had posted,
And not be completely NR (no reaction for those who did not know that ;p)
because I had just posted for the sake of posting (which i am doing now arent i? crap!).

Point of the matter is.

im trying to fix this blog up - changes are coming.
im going to become a doctor - even if it means giving up sweets.
i will post better posts - but remain authentic.
i dont want to be diabetic - one diabetic in the family is enough.
i am random - notice?

deal with it. (a pun at a facebook hacker's skillz)